A note from Director Azza Cohen
FLOAT! is both a documentary portrait and a home movie. Shortly into filming, I realized it would be impossible to maintain the fourth wall because my grandma would interrupt me constantly to propose ideas, ask if I was cold or hungry, or ask for help. So much of her humor and candor in the film was grounded in our relationship, which deepened in newly vulnerable ways — an intimacy which shines through on screen.
The summer before I made FLOAT!, I came out as queer. The filmmaking process played a pivotal role in my heart-wrenching yet liberating journey. I hadn’t yet told my grandparents when we started filming, and a mentor encouraged me to be as authentic with them as they were being with me. While I endured the rest of my family struggling to adjust, Bubby and Poppy accepted me fiercely and unequivocally.
Making a film about my grandma processing her changing body also helped me understand why the traditional notions of femininity that she and my mom imparted never quite fit. Before she was my Bubbe, she was Judy Miller, the daughter of Jewish immigrants who worked seven days a week to put food on the table. Judy learned to be a nice American girl — a beautiful, charismatic leg model who never left the house without “putting her face on” and was always too “busy doing everything for everybody else” to take care of herself.
But at 82, Bubbe has the perspective and wisdom to teach us to love and prioritize ourselves at every stage. “You have to get my age to appreciate your age,” she reflects. “There should be less importance to how one looks, rather than how one has lived.”
I hope to bring my life-affirming film to audiences of all kinds all around the world, because I know that just 17 minutes with Bubbe will make their day and could even change their lives.